I have done literally nothing lately. I try to do things and just end up procrastinating so much that I just end up doing nothing until I fall asleep.

I mean I go on Tumblr all of the time but I don't really think that counts as doing something. Does it?

Picking what collage/university to go to has just been getting harder as more and more keep coming to my school to do presentations. I might have a good idea on where I want to go but the recommended grades are higher than my averages and the cost is really high.

Money sucks! I say we go back to trade and I just help around the school to "pay" for my classes and residence.


To those who have gotten through this without stressing...

 

 





High-5! Siriusly you are epic if you can do this without freaking out. I've had countless panic attacks and I'm only in my 3rd week of school!!!

 

 

 

Oh well, that all for now bye! Peace

Grade 12, University/Collage, Link Crew... Help?

I've just started grade 12 and my classes this semester are Advanced Functions, Physics, Biology, and Link Crew. I have to start thinking of what Collages I'm going to and what courses I will take. As a Link Leader I have to help the grade 9s. It feels like a lot for me. I'm not ready to grow up!

I tried talking to my mum about collage a couple days ago and she started balling. She's not ready for me to go, every day she makes up a bunch of little useless reasons as to why I can't go. My favourite reason is when she said "you can't go until you teach your little brother how to make coffee." My little brother is 6, I don't think I will be letting him near a coffee maker anytime soon. 

All of the people I've gone to school with since grade 2 or grade 8  are already looking at books from the certain collages and universities they are interested in. 

People have always told me that the high school years are the hardest and that when they are done I will feel much better. I'M NOT FEELING BETTER! I'm having break downs almost every night. I'm not ready to say goodbye to all of these people. I've lost friends but gained so many more and they aren't going to be going to the same collage as I am. I don't want it to end after this year I want it to go on. I want to stay with these people. 

My mood is probably going to get worse as the year goes on and we start going on University/Collage tours. 

ON another note my laptop broke a week ago and my computer guy finally fixed it. I'm excited to get it back. Every one thought the screen had died but apparently it was something else. 

Well that's all for now. Peach out readers