Remember when I said I lost and gained some friends... well I got back my lost friends. I really owe them a lot. I was an absolute bitch to them last year. They forgave me right away. I have so many great friends now. I used to be surrounded by the people who constantly bullied me and now it's all of the people who love me. I had 2 friends find out about me not eating very much food... for the past 5 years... and now they are making sure I eat something for every meal. I don't really like doing this but I appreciate their caring-ness. I found some people who I have never talked to are some really awesome people to know. They are some really great friends... even if we don't hang out all that much.
I also have a boyfriend now. He is amazing and perfect. I love him more than anything and everything. I know people are going to say that since we are only teenagers and don't know what love really is or something like that... well screw you. I know how I feel. I love him and I can't see myself with anyone else. He is my everything and he is what is bringing me out of my depression. I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure he is always happy no matter how things turn out. Hopefully we will get married and have a big family <3
Tiz all for now... peace out peeps :)
