Well I am now in my last year of college, on to being a Early Childhood Educator. So much has happened and so much has changed. I can honestly say I am ready to hibernate for winter.
So far I have failed and passed classes, I have made new friends and also lost those new friends, and so much more. College is crazy with changes. I don't live at home anymore, it is a mind blowing difference. I can honestly say I am glad I did go through with going to college, even if I do have days when I wish I wasn't here anymore. My Christmas Holiday is starting this week which is exciting and also nerve wracking as that means I am so much closer to being done college. This is worse than when I finished high school, after I finish this no more school starts in September I just right into working somewhere.
That is going to be crazy like 15 years of school and now it is going to end. That is going to be a big change!
I enjoy these changes AFTER they happen, I learn a lot but before and as they are happening it is a very stressful experience that I would like to just skip. Also growing up sucks! There is so much more to do now, I pay bills and do taxes! It is crazy different than last year. Last year all I had to worry about was phone bill now I have rent to watch out for and I still don't understand taxes.
I would love to be sitting in a high school math class right now, that was something I could do. I miss math. Here is a tip for the future if you are really good and enjoy a certain course find something in college that actually has that course within it! Don't do what I did, I love math and went into a program that is all English class type work. English was my worst subject!
Another great tip, if you have many fears DO NOT move to the closest city that has all of that within it! I was only thinking about school when I did that now I sit in my room a lot, listen to all the sirens, and try to guess which it goes with. Fun times.
