Does God Really Feel Like That? Really?

A year ago this September I moved out of my parents home, I realised quite quickly that doing it without involving my parents' knowledge was the wrong way to go. But ever since school ended and I had to move back home I have heard non-stop about how awful I am for moving out, how all of my brother's anxiety and mental issues are my fault. I have had no issue just dealing with them saying that but now they have brought religion in. My parents and I normally have differing opinions about all religion topics but now they are telling me that my jaw pain and having to pay for a $40 mouth guard is God's way of punishing me for moving out. Just because a year ago I had all medical issues covered doesn't mean that I should have ignored my doctors, friends, and counsellors telling me that staying at home would be bad for my health. If God didn't want me to move out he shouldn't have made it so "bad for my health" to stay there. This is all so frustrating. 

Just Ranting 

Well hello again, it has been a hella long time since I last wrote here but with how I see my next year and so going I feel like I will be ranting my thoughts a lot more often. I have too many thoughts and I am about to go move in with my grandmother who is a major Donald Trump supporter, I on the other hand am very anti-Trump. We got into a huge argument about politics and stuff not too long ago, it got to the point to where I had to leave the house and go on a long walk. I will have to survive a whole year of this while I am going to college for a Law Clerk program, from September 6th until August 25th. Encase I go crazy I will write out the process from beginning to no more sanity here, I think it will be entertaining. Wish me luck y'all.